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i’m never celebrating my birthday again

// January 8th, 2006 // Comments Off // Life, Rant

Ish my birthday. Thanks to everyone who greeted me via comments, MySpace, email, text or whatever! And thanks to Brandy, Kerri & Mizzy for the fansigns!! <333

So I celebrated it yesterday. It wasn’t the best, let me tell ya. Apart from my family & some relatives, only 4 of my friends came: Julianne, Charlie, Chester & Kay. This, amongst many other things, had upset me… And yes, I was a quite bitter at first, actually.

I did get nice presents though. Yayness. Do I need to mention them here? Eh, maybe I’ll just take a picture & post it tomorrow. I’m too lazy at the moment. And we sang on the Magic Mic (or karaoke, whatever…) which was pretty ok. The food was awesome, of course. I think I had one too many slices of chocolate cake, haha.

Pictures? Over here.

This day is my actual birthday, yet the greetings of “happy birthday” I’ve received just weren’t right. I wasn’t very cheerful today, I slept from about 10 am till 5:45 pm and I cried no less than 5 times. This obviously isn’t a happy day for me. Please don’t ask why.

Anyway it’s almost midnight, I’ll return comments tomorrow. G’night.

unencumbered numbered words

// December 29th, 2005 // Comments Off // Holidays, Love, Music, Rant

Sorry for not posting recently. I really have nothing much to write anyway. Though I did update a couple of things here on the site (ahem, new song). And since a few people have been asking what I got for Christmas, here’s some of it…

I got these for Christmas plus cash, 2 more shirts, underwear, Lindsay Lohan's new CD & a picture frame.

I’m sorta looking forward to dinner because I’m hungry and I think I like tonight’s food. And tomorrow is Charlie’s birthday and it sucks because I won’t be able to see him & give him my gift.

• Number of times I slept incorrectly (like from 8 am – 4 pm) since Monday: 3
• Number of times I’ve played Lindsay Lohan’s new CD: around 10
• Number of times I logged onto MySpace today: 3
• Number of attempts at getting rid of a huge zit since yesterday: 7
• Number of times I was supposed to go out after Christmas but cancelled: 4
• Number of pages I’m supposed to do for Journalism class: 3
• Number of pages I already did: 0
• Number of times my sister bugged me today about food: no less than 5
• Number of books I own/borrowed but haven’t read yet: 6
• Number of layouts I trashed before this current one: 2
• Number of people still reading up to this point: NONE.

who’s the ho ho HO that pissed me off?

// December 24th, 2005 // Comments Off // Holidays, Rant, Site Updates

Hey y’all! It’s Christmas eve, so Merry Christmas (and whatever holidays you celebrate)! To those who don’t celebrate anything, have fun anyway. I made this for all of you! Feel free to take it. Just remember to save it & link it back to me!

Survey. Hands up, those who think my site’s a waste of space? Hmm, I see. Just one hand up. See this (entry #29) to know who the big motherfucker is. If you hate us so much then why don’t you just keep your blatherings to yourself? And never EVER go hating on my friends (online or off) and let me find out!!! Go violate yourself into a wad of tissues and eat it.

New layout, haha. Like it? I do. Yaya. I guess it’s my Christmas gift to myself. Speaking of gifts, I hope everyone gets lotsa presents tonight. Don’t eat too much sweets though, you might get a toothache! :p And if you can, go to mass ok? It is, after all, Jesus Christ’s birthday. And I’m not being sarcastic here.

Before I go I wanna thank Giselle, Nick, Alex, Michelle, Brandy & Lucy for their Xmas fansigns for me! I love them!

i’m the wizard of oohs and falalas

// December 16th, 2005 // Comments Off // Friends, Life, Love, Rant

I was writing an ok post earlier in school when Charlie all of a sudden told me we had to go. So now I’m starting off new again. First, new pics in here, here and here. And second, I need to do those Xmas fansigns I promised. Off I go, then? Not quite. Later.

Thanks for all your concern (about my lack of sleep) but I’ve actually been sleeping a lot, just not at night. If you still don’t know, I’m either nocturnal or an insomniac. Or both. So yeah, you may ignore my sleeping complaints. They’re not even complaints! :p

Today I had a great time. We had random pictures in the classroom because two of our professors were absent. And I have to say hi to Ericson for giving me a friendship bracelet. Watched lots of good tv including a Jason Mraz video marathon. And Charlie, I know you’re sleeping, but I love you ok? By the way, we (the family) had pizza for dinner tonight.

Yesterday was the faculty show, so naturally we didn’t have any classes. The show was alright… pretty funny for like 95% of the time. There was gayness all around (not that I have anything against them) which was really crazy. (= But when I got home I was so tired that I just fell on the sofa & slept. All day.

Wednesday was spent sleeping, eating & talking on the phone. And going to classes with no professors. =/ Hmm. Three of my professors weren’t around that day, I was late for first period, I had to watch a play (which started late, ugh), do a school project and some crazy picture-taking. And talking forever on the phone with Joyce, just like the old days.

Ok I’m lost. I began writing this thing in the afternoon, but then power outage. So now I have no clue whether the paragraphs I just wrote gel with the ones I wrote prior to that. I swear I missed writing something, even though this post got longer than I expected. Will return comments tomorrow, mmmkay?

PS: To cut the to the chase, I’m sick of one-liners in my comments. I’m interested in reading your thoughts and I gladly return them. But seriously, how lazy can people get?

i’m really a cat, you see and it’s not my last life at all

// December 14th, 2005 // Comments Off // Friends, Life, Love, Rant

I. Have. Nothing. To. Write. Here.

Just kidding. I’m too goddamn bothered to care. Well not really, I’m just lazy. Uhm… to sum things up today oops yesterday was just shit. Somewhere between petty fights with Charlie, menstrual cramps, crazy professors and all that jazz, somehow I survived. And I suddenly realized I detest grocery shopping. Not to the fullest extent—just the part when I have to push the carts, wait, push some more, stand, etc… But I do love the fact that I usually get stuff (i.e. food) that I want. Muwahaha.

Oh yeah. Monday I hung out with Charlie, TeeJay & Cyrian. Fun. Can anybody say I’m one of the boys? :p Hehe.

Blah. I’ll return comments later during my lunch break. I need sleeeeep…

By the way: iced coffee + chocolates + licorice sticks (eaten by my dog) + shopping for more snacks + Conan O’Brien rerun = CAN’T EFFING SLEEP!

I need a life.

it’s like you’re always stuck in 2nd gear

// December 8th, 2005 // Comments Off // Friends, Holidays, Rant, Site Updates

It’s not mumps after all. Because if it were, I’d be very swollen & semi-paralized by now, eh? My family suspects it to be caused by a wisdom tooth. Yeech.

So I didn’t go to class yesterday. That’s how sickly (and lazy) I am. But at least I don’t have classes today, so yeah! More relax time? Not really. I have to go fix my room & such. And I have to finish some poems/songs if I want them to meet the deadline tomorrow for publishing. *fingers crossed* Though I really have no will to go to school tomorrow ‘cause I’ve got a ton to do afterwards!

Hmm. Last night, for some strange reason, my site was down. At least for me it was… Which could explain the lack of visits during the hours of 6 PM till midnight. o___O

Oh yeah. If anyone would like a personalized Christmas fansign from me, just email me about it. Though if you’re an online friend of mine (or I’m one of your pervy fangirls) you’d probably get one anyway. But please be nice & make me one too? *wink*

Yesterday was Dylan & KC’s birthdays. Happy birthday, guys!

i feel sick. )=

// December 6th, 2005 // Comments Off // Life, Love, Music, Rant

I got home from school early today. I feel terrible ‘cause I may have mumps. My lower left jaw is a bit swollen and it’s been hurting since last night. Ugh. But at least because of that Charlie accompanied me home. ♥

Thanks for all the condolences for my friend on the last entry. His body was crimated yesterday. My cousin Ivy was there & she said it was so sad…

By the way, yesterday was my 10th month together with Charlie. A couple of our friends greeted us which was nice, though It was strange for me to say “10 months” because I’ve never been with anybody this long. And I like it, yaya.

So what else… Hmm. I have this question: why are professors so lazy to go to class & teach, but have all the energy to torture students with a ton of homework, papers, and pop quizzes (or “poppers” according to Cyrian—inside joke, haha).

Well I’m off to rest. Then maybe later work on some music and whatnot. I dunno, I’m too exhausted and I have stuff to do for tomorrow. Will return comments later when I wake up!

PS: In the past few days I’ve been licked in the face by dogs that aren’t even mine. Strange.

riding the highs, diggin’ the lows

// November 3rd, 2005 // Comments Off // Music, Rant

My phone is busted. Damn. My mom gave it to me as a graduation/early xmas gift last year. Now it’s broken but still a bit functional. I’m just worried it might get even more damaged if I still use it.

Anyway, I got my grades. No failures, mostly high/average grades. You guys proud? ;p I hope I’ll do better next term though. *crosses fingers*

Oh yeah, check it out! I wrote a song a while ago (last night actually). It’s one of my “darker” songs, the type that’s dominated by minor chords. Haha. You can download the lyrics & MP3 (right-click it)…

“Disconnected”
lyrics/tabs – MP3 [1.32 MB]

Comments will be appreciated. I’m off to return comments then hopefully get some shut-eye.

happy halloween! (how original)

// October 31st, 2005 // Comments Off // Family, Holidays, Life, Love, Rant

My left eye is twitching. Maybe it’s because I haven’t slept since yesterday. Either that, or my newly-sharpened black eyeliner betrayed me. Whatever. I’m annoyed & in pain.

This is probably the lamest Halloween post ever. Where I live, it’s not a huge occasion. No one gets to wear costumes, you don’t see kids trick-or-treating outside, and definitely no halloween parties. A few decorations in the mall stores, but that’s it. How boring.

But what I’m really frustrated about is not having “mischief night” here. I really want to TP or egg some certain people’s houses. And getting away with it because I have a legit reason. Sighsighsigh.

Yesterday, I went to the cemetery with the family. My mom didn’t come with us because she already did the previous day, and who’s gonna look after the house? It freaked me out how many graves we visited this year. And it rained, which totally made the trip somewhat sucky. I hate sinking my chucks in the mud.

Stop grinning, Charlie. Stop it! =p

don’t let me go falling from the sky

// October 29th, 2005 // Comments Off // Life, Music, Rant, Site Updates

Lately, my dreams have been vivid & feels so real. The weird part is when I wake up, it makes me feel really confused. I’ve had a fair number of weird dreams before (including those as a child), but the most recent ones have been haunting me the most.

Yesterday I woke up quite alarmed. I had dreamt of holding hands with a former crush, and him telling me about having strong feelings for me. I wasn’t as bothered as I was a few weeks ago, when I dreamt of a close guy friend. It was strange because I never had feelings for him in the first place.

And how strange is this: waking up to a sound or light that was part of your dream. And how about some scenes that occur in your dreams happening in real life soon after?

Anyway, thanks for the comments about the new layout! It’s not my first time making a layout featuring myself, but I’m really happy with this one. I’ll comment back in a while.