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new site look & new stuff

// May 31st, 2009 // Comments Off // Friends, Love, Music, Rant, Site Updates, Sports, UST, Work

A few new things to notice about the site:

• There’s Google ads. Hey, I need money too.
• I changed the layout. I used a customizable WP theme.
• The music page went berserk, for reasons I can’t explain. I need to fix it, hmp. It’s fixed! You may now head to the music page to listen to my songs.

So I went out with co-workers last Friday. CRAZY PEOPLE. You decide if that’s a good or bad thing. At one part of the night I felt violated. I’m not kidding. But there’s a bunch of pics, just check my Multiply site (link is at the left sidebar).

Yesterday I hung out a bit at the UST gym. A friend of mine (who’s also a varsity player), kept making fun of me. DUDE. That issue you’re forcing on me and your room mate is SO OVER. ( But it was all in good fun, haha.

After basketball practice, I watched a basketball game with a friend/co-worker. This guy on one of the teams, drove me crazy (in a good way, mind you). He was on his team’s bench, when he saw me and waved! Then after the game, he approached me, held my hand, then let it linger. I don’t know what that means, I don’t even know if it means ANYTHING at all. All I know is when I realized what happened, I was happy :love:

epic BOOYAH!

// May 19th, 2009 // 2 Comments » // Celebrities, FEU, Family, Friends, Life, Love, Music, Rant, Sports, UST, Work

Damn. Been watching to much of Kim Possible at 3 in the morning. That Ron Stoppable made me say “booyah” a couple of times already!

ANYWAY. Onto business…

1. David Cook & David Archuleta concert – It was AMAZING. I like them both but I never thought I’d SCREAM for Archie. And of course, DC rocked the house down. They did A Daily AntheM’s ending together. For concert media, check out: photos | tweets | videos
2. I’ve been having a stressful bunch of weeks lately. More than two weeks now! Today was especially horrifying. Not naming names or specifying what happened, but all I know is it was unfair. My office laptop’s charger is missing, office tasks were created then done then cancelled, a client from my 2nd job postponed something while another client won’t respond, and on top of that… MY SANDWICH WAS SOGGY! It was barely even a sandwich. I even cried. People thought I broke up with my boyfriend or something. I said, “I wish it was love I was having problems with!” I ended up buying a muffin from Starbucks to make myself feel better, and that’s low.
3. I absented myself from work last Thursday. Originally, I was going to watch basketball before work with a co-worker, but after I just went home for much needed rest. Like I said, too much stress!!! UST (my school) lost to State U that day, while FEU (my friends’ school) won over another college.
4. Spent Mother’s Day with the family. We were complete except for my sister-in-law who spent her day with her mom in the parlor. lol. I gave my mom a CD each of DC and Archie, and she loved them. My brother & his wife gave her a yummy-smelling lotion, my eldest sister & her husband brought food, and my other sister made pasta. My dad drove at 3 or 4am just to buy mom flowers, despite a throbbing, painful left foot. :love:
5. Been missing my friends. Saw a huge bunch of them lately! A lot during the concert, actually. It was pretty funny. Nothing like Idol 7 finalists to bring friends together unexpectedly!
6. And oh yeah. Love life. Hmm. Where am I heading? For me to know, and for you to find out (though that never really made sense to me, haha!)

On a side note, I’m feeling MUCH better now. A Starbucks muffin, a few good friends (including online ones), and music will always make me feel better. And when I got home, my mom heated some of the food she cooked yesterday–nothing like a home made meal. COMFORT FOOOOOOD

PS: Danny Gokey still rules. I love Kris Allen and Adam Lambert though. Who is it for you, Kris or Adam?

PPS: Should I watch the Pussycat Dolls next month?

tigers eat chickens

// October 15th, 2008 // 2 Comments » // Love

the best thing about having the same zodiac sign as the guy you like? you can make fun of your horoscopes… check mine out… this cracked me up so bad, haha

The Bottom Line
If you’re working on starting a new romance, the best course of action is no action.

In Detail
If you are working on building a new romance, the best course of action for you right now is to take no action at all! Now is not the time for you to move any relationships forward — especially new ones. Do not fall under the false assumption that you need to provide positive feedback or encouragement in order to keep someone interested. Let them simmer in their own juices for a while. Or better yet — let them know that you enjoy being chased. And are worth chasing after!

so what now, we go running after each other? i’m a tiger and he’s a chicken. i do remember correctly during my family’s trip to zoobic safari, that the tigers were fed with chickens! HAHAHAHA. go figure.

migraine.

// September 5th, 2008 // Comments Off // Life, Love

“nahihilo, nalilito. asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo? aasa ba ‘ko sa ‘yo?” … he was singing this yesterday, oo magkasama pa kami nung umaga. =/

IT’S OVER…

and yet, i’m smiling. it didn’t affect me the way i thought it would. i didn’t even cry last night. i even saw him with “her” (the bitch) today. wala, deadma. actually, tawa ako ng tawa.

he gave me a jersey of his last year. late september if i’m not mistaken. i returned it… i left it in the middle of his bed while no one was in their dorm room. he texted me about it probably when he got back to his dorm, approximately about an hour after i left it there. he said “binalik mo na pala yung jersey na bigay ko sayo..” and a few hours later i replied something like, “yeah..aanhin ko naman yan, *name*?..it only reminds me of you..” NAAAKS ANG EMO! hahaha parang naging kami e no?

he didn’t reply anymore. i guess, it’s not meant to be.

this is how a heart breaks.

// September 3rd, 2008 // Comments Off // Life, Love

napapadalas pag-post ni imee dito ah. bakit kaya? =/

we were okay. then we became super okay for quite a while. then we had, erm, nothing, as in no communication. then we became okay again. then super okay for like, what, a day?! then he said something wrong. it made me feel a thousand negative emotions. i told him what i wanted to say. all he said after about 5 hours was “Hi ü” i acted as if nothing happened. we both did. then we became okay again. then off he went to sleep, and here i am at work discovering things i am so not liking. the girl he’s sad about, and the girl i questioned him about and he claimed was only a friend…they’re one and the same.

F.C.U.K. (yup, sadyang wrong spelling. BAKET BA. BADTRIP AKO E.)

i want to cry, a tear rolled down my cheek earlier. but as in cry? WALA. i don’t think i can. i don’t think he’s worth the tears now. not until he redeems himself truly.

no one else comes close..?

// September 2nd, 2008 // Comments Off // Life, Love

For some reason, I keep hearing this in my head. I don’t know how it got there, because I haven’t heard this song in quite a while. Apparently there’s this guy out there listening to it at this very moment. ENOUGH! I can’t take it anymore!

Yesterday started out right. He greeted me with “Morning ü” which was very rare. So I said, “Good morning! have a great day” His answer, “You too ” So I said, “Okay na ko, nag text ka na e.” It all started from there. At first he kept saying binobola ko siya, but I never did that. Sige, flirt, oo. Pero bola? I don’t think I’ve ever lied to him yet. And I have no plans of doing so.

We were super texting the entire day. As in from waking up, ’til breakfast, ’til he had to go to class, ’til lunch, etc., etc., etc… I was already hanging out with a friend, but he was still the one I’m talking to. Kwich lang kami ng friend ko, may katext din naman siya. Hehe ;p But seriously, he was the one I was concentrating on. We were talking, joking a bit, a “miss you imee :*” here, a “miss you too *HULAAN NIYO NALANG SINO!* ” there… Even a “Hug please? ” became part of the conversation. Mga banatang “Fishing ka ha hehe” and “Baket? Isda ka ba para hulihin ko?” Sagutang, “Adik ako sayo hehe” and “Hindi ako droga huy!ü” Oh diba? Crazy, right? UNTIL…

“Ayaw. Ikaw gusto ko katext Galit kami ngayon ni *HULAAN NIYO NALANG DIN SINO PANIRA…*“

OUCH. So I asked him sino yun and what happened. He said she’s the reason why he was sad last time we talked and he was feeling down. Heartbreak daw. But here’s the weird part. He won’t talk about it. He keeps saying, long story, that he’ll tell me when we meet. I was there in school, and so was he. We had all the time and so many chances to hang out, talk… But he keeps avoiding the damn topic.

At the same time, I was confiding to a friend what happened. I said “=’( he doesn’t know what he’s doing to me. Torture to e..” but the text was sent to the guy. So hmm. What’ll he react? Until a few hours later, just as I was on the way to work (literal na kakasakay ko lang ng jeep!!!) I received a text from him..

“Uy sorry..”

WHY? GUILTY KA? But all I said was, “Ha?bkt sorry?..” He told me parang may nagawa daw siyang mali. I replied “Pano mo naman nasabi?..” nafeel lang daw niyang may nagawa siyang mali. I asked, “Ano naman yun?..”

That was it. He didn’t reply again. I sent him a quote later on that was “super sakto.” Nothing.

Will I ever hear from him again? Maybe I should make a move and talk to him. I’m even planning on sending him a “final” text later when I get home, around 7am before I hit the sheets and go to sleep, hoping never to wake again. It hurts me how we got in this “MU” situation, and then finding out there was someone else before me.

Good morning.. Hate to say this pero oo *guy’s name*, may mali kang nagawa yesterday..i think you know what.. Hnd lang kaw ang heartbroken. *guy’s name*, ako din heartbroken dahil sa sinabi mo.. But then who am i to complain?.. Ayaw ko nalang dumagdag sa problems mo.. I hope okay na kayo ni *his girl’s name*..

…and you don’t believe that i feel your pain

// August 29th, 2008 // Comments Off // Life, Love

Ganito ba talaga pag pareho kayo ng zodiac sign? Naghihintayan na lang parati? Pero this is super freaky. Sumakto siya. We had a little “heart-to-heart” (slight) a while back. I’m sad for him. I really am. I just hope he does believe me when I said that if he needs someone, I’m here. I’m patiently waiting… Please smile, just try. I love it when you do.

The Bottom Line
The person you are worried about needs your patience. Don’t force them to talk yet.

In Detail
The person you are worried about right now needs your patience and your support more than anything, so give them the space they’re asking for. Do not be too demanding of them about coming clean with all their innermost feelings — if they don’t feel like sharing, that doesn’t mean they don’t trust you. It might just mean that they don’t even know how they feel yet. They need to process things, and you need to let them do it. You’ll be the first one they call when they’re ready to talk.

you really, REALLY don’t know what you do.

// August 22nd, 2008 // Comments Off // Life, Love

Ano ‘to, sequel blog post? Hahaha

There comes a point in my life when I get tired of always having to make the first move. I’m a girl, dammit! But seriously. I’m tired. You gotta learn to take a hint.

I LIKE YOU! YOU! OO, IKAW! LECHE!

And yet, you’re still forcing a past issue. That this guy is my “ex.” I thought we talked about that already? He’s not, okay?

About her making me leave your place. What you said, it didn’t make sense! So what if you didn’t know she was going to your place and eventually make me leave? THE HELL! Priorities, man! Who is she to you, and who am I to you anyway?

And oh, by the way. Oo, ayaw kong makipag-apir sayo. Bad trip ako nun eh. Kita mo, muntik pa kitang saktan. MAKIRAMDAM KA NAMAN.

What if I give access to this post to you and only to you? When will you realize that you’re the mystery guy in my blog posts?!

Pfft. Bad day.

you don’t know what you do to me.

// August 4th, 2008 // Comments Off // Life, Love

Hi, excuse me. I just need to let this out.

You. Yeah, you. I think you know who you are. You have been haunting my memory for more than a year now. I liked you for quite a long time, but got the chance to know you only since July of last year. Since then, you’ve blown me away. I don’t know what you do. But whatever it is, it just keeps me on a high and leaving me wanting more.

I like talking to you. I like doing nothing with you. I like to just watch you do the thing you love best–your sport. It’s okay you tend to ignore me during your practices–how you make up for it is more than enough. You sing the silliest, mushiest songs, and yet they never fail to put a smile on my face for at least another day.

You make me smile. And yet, you make me cry.

There are times when I want to bump my head on the table because I feel unimportant to you. Like I’m not your priority. I was truly hurt when your friend told me we should go to a different place because your supposed ex-girlfriend is coming by. Then again, who am I to be demanding? I’m not your girlfriend anyway. All you did was tell me you were falling for me. No commitments. Nothing final.

I don’t understand it though, why you feel so low at times when clearly I’m the one who should. You’re the one who’s apparently still taken. You’re the one who has nothing to lose. And yet, you feel like I like others more than I like you. That’s where you’re dead wrong. Of all the guys around me, it’s you I want to be with.

But here’s what’s killing me… I am deeply falling for you and I don’t think you believe me.

You reading this post is quite a long shot, I believe. I don’t know how else to tell you these things. So this post is all I can do right now.

I need you in my life… I swear, I do. =/

my stupidity has gone to an all-time low.

// June 25th, 2008 // Comments Off // Family, Life, Love

there was a reason why i gave that title in the last entry… i got followed & almost abducted into heavily tinted vehicles with creepy guys last week. twice. both just a block from my own house. at high noon. i am never going home by myself again.

hmm. so last week was ok. last wednesday & thursday we had a couple of schoolwork & stuff, most of our subjects were fun. the only bad thing about that was that charlie wasn’t around [he was sick & didn’t go to school for 2 days]. last time we saw each other was monday, so naturally i wanted to visit him. i went to his house yesterday & everything was going great.

but then i had to go to the mall to buy gifts for my mom & julianne, a cocktail dress, & new school shoes [because my old ones got literally destroyed on my way to my mom’s office last thursday]. plus my mom had me do an errand. after running that errand, i just walked around to buy everything else i intended to. but then i got dizzy & had a killer headache. i almost passed out, so i called charlie because i couldn’t contact my mom.

he brought me home & we had a fight on the way. i know everything that happened last night was my fault—he needed not to rub it in. when we got home, we made up & i thought everything was gonna be ok. he should’ve been resting and now he’s being punished by his parents—no more phone, and no more new car. )= i even told him i’d stay away because everything i’ve done for him backfired into something terrible. then again, he did sneak a call for me this morning, so i guess i’m just glad to hear his voice again.

well i have to go. it’s my mom’s birthday today. we’ll celebrate it tomorrow though. sorry for not updating much. will really try to soon. luv y’all!