A few new things to notice about the site:

• There’s Google ads. Hey, I need money too.
• I changed the layout. I used a customizable WP theme.
• The music page went berserk, for reasons I can’t explain. I need to fix it, hmp. It’s fixed! You may now head to the music page to listen to my songs.

So I went out with co-workers last Friday. CRAZY PEOPLE. You decide if that’s a good or bad thing. At one part of the night I felt violated. I’m not kidding. But there’s a bunch of pics, just check my Multiply site (link is at the left sidebar).

Yesterday I hung out a bit at the UST gym. A friend of mine (who’s also a varsity player), kept making fun of me. DUDE. That issue you’re forcing on me and your room mate is SO OVER. ( But it was all in good fun, haha.

After basketball practice, I watched a basketball game with a friend/co-worker. This guy on one of the teams, drove me crazy (in a good way, mind you). He was on his team’s bench, when he saw me and waved! Then after the game, he approached me, held my hand, then let it linger. I don’t know what that means, I don’t even know if it means ANYTHING at all. All I know is when I realized what happened, I was happy :love:

Damn. Been watching to much of Kim Possible at 3 in the morning. That Ron Stoppable made me say “booyah” a couple of times already!

ANYWAY. Onto business…

1. David Cook & David Archuleta concert – It was AMAZING. I like them both but I never thought I’d SCREAM for Archie. And of course, DC rocked the house down. They did A Daily AntheM’s ending together. For concert media, check out: photos | tweets | videos
2. I’ve been having a stressful bunch of weeks lately. More than two weeks now! Today was especially horrifying. Not naming names or specifying what happened, but all I know is it was unfair. My office laptop’s charger is missing, office tasks were created then done then cancelled, a client from my 2nd job postponed something while another client won’t respond, and on top of that… MY SANDWICH WAS SOGGY! It was barely even a sandwich. I even cried. People thought I broke up with my boyfriend or something. I said, “I wish it was love I was having problems with!” I ended up buying a muffin from Starbucks to make myself feel better, and that’s low.
3. I absented myself from work last Thursday. Originally, I was going to watch basketball before work with a co-worker, but after I just went home for much needed rest. Like I said, too much stress!!! UST (my school) lost to State U that day, while FEU (my friends’ school) won over another college.
4. Spent Mother’s Day with the family. We were complete except for my sister-in-law who spent her day with her mom in the parlor. lol. I gave my mom a CD each of DC and Archie, and she loved them. My brother & his wife gave her a yummy-smelling lotion, my eldest sister & her husband brought food, and my other sister made pasta. My dad drove at 3 or 4am just to buy mom flowers, despite a throbbing, painful left foot. :love:
5. Been missing my friends. Saw a huge bunch of them lately! A lot during the concert, actually. It was pretty funny. Nothing like Idol 7 finalists to bring friends together unexpectedly!
6. And oh yeah. Love life. Hmm. Where am I heading? For me to know, and for you to find out (though that never really made sense to me, haha!)

On a side note, I’m feeling MUCH better now. A Starbucks muffin, a few good friends (including online ones), and music will always make me feel better. And when I got home, my mom heated some of the food she cooked yesterday–nothing like a home made meal. COMFORT FOOOOOOD

PS: Danny Gokey still rules. I love Kris Allen and Adam Lambert though. Who is it for you, Kris or Adam?

PPS: Should I watch the Pussycat Dolls next month?

the best thing about having the same zodiac sign as the guy you like? you can make fun of your horoscopes… check mine out… this cracked me up so bad, haha

The Bottom Line
If you’re working on starting a new romance, the best course of action is no action.

In Detail
If you are working on building a new romance, the best course of action for you right now is to take no action at all! Now is not the time for you to move any relationships forward — especially new ones. Do not fall under the false assumption that you need to provide positive feedback or encouragement in order to keep someone interested. Let them simmer in their own juices for a while. Or better yet — let them know that you enjoy being chased. And are worth chasing after!

so what now, we go running after each other? i’m a tiger and he’s a chicken. i do remember correctly during my family’s trip to zoobic safari, that the tigers were fed with chickens! HAHAHAHA. go figure.

“nahihilo, nalilito. asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo? aasa ba ‘ko sa ‘yo?” … he was singing this yesterday, oo magkasama pa kami nung umaga. =/

IT’S OVER…

and yet, i’m smiling. it didn’t affect me the way i thought it would. i didn’t even cry last night. i even saw him with “her” (the bitch) today. wala, deadma. actually, tawa ako ng tawa.

he gave me a jersey of his last year. late september if i’m not mistaken. i returned it… i left it in the middle of his bed while no one was in their dorm room. he texted me about it probably when he got back to his dorm, approximately about an hour after i left it there. he said “binalik mo na pala yung jersey na bigay ko sayo..” and a few hours later i replied something like, “yeah..aanhin ko naman yan, *name*?..it only reminds me of you..” NAAAKS ANG EMO! hahaha parang naging kami e no?

he didn’t reply anymore. i guess, it’s not meant to be.

napapadalas pag-post ni imee dito ah. bakit kaya? =/

we were okay. then we became super okay for quite a while. then we had, erm, nothing, as in no communication. then we became okay again. then super okay for like, what, a day?! then he said something wrong. it made me feel a thousand negative emotions. i told him what i wanted to say. all he said after about 5 hours was “Hi ü” i acted as if nothing happened. we both did. then we became okay again. then off he went to sleep, and here i am at work discovering things i am so not liking. the girl he’s sad about, and the girl i questioned him about and he claimed was only a friend…they’re one and the same.

F.C.U.K. (yup, sadyang wrong spelling. BAKET BA. BADTRIP AKO E.)

i want to cry, a tear rolled down my cheek earlier. but as in cry? WALA. i don’t think i can. i don’t think he’s worth the tears now. not until he redeems himself truly.