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…and you don’t believe that i feel your pain

// August 29th, 2008 // Comments Off // Life, Love

Ganito ba talaga pag pareho kayo ng zodiac sign? Naghihintayan na lang parati? Pero this is super freaky. Sumakto siya. We had a little “heart-to-heart” (slight) a while back. I’m sad for him. I really am. I just hope he does believe me when I said that if he needs someone, I’m here. I’m patiently waiting… Please smile, just try. I love it when you do.

The Bottom Line
The person you are worried about needs your patience. Don’t force them to talk yet.

In Detail
The person you are worried about right now needs your patience and your support more than anything, so give them the space they’re asking for. Do not be too demanding of them about coming clean with all their innermost feelings — if they don’t feel like sharing, that doesn’t mean they don’t trust you. It might just mean that they don’t even know how they feel yet. They need to process things, and you need to let them do it. You’ll be the first one they call when they’re ready to talk.

you really, REALLY don’t know what you do.

// August 22nd, 2008 // Comments Off // Life, Love

Ano ‘to, sequel blog post? Hahaha

There comes a point in my life when I get tired of always having to make the first move. I’m a girl, dammit! But seriously. I’m tired. You gotta learn to take a hint.

I LIKE YOU! YOU! OO, IKAW! LECHE!

And yet, you’re still forcing a past issue. That this guy is my “ex.” I thought we talked about that already? He’s not, okay?

About her making me leave your place. What you said, it didn’t make sense! So what if you didn’t know she was going to your place and eventually make me leave? THE HELL! Priorities, man! Who is she to you, and who am I to you anyway?

And oh, by the way. Oo, ayaw kong makipag-apir sayo. Bad trip ako nun eh. Kita mo, muntik pa kitang saktan. MAKIRAMDAM KA NAMAN.

What if I give access to this post to you and only to you? When will you realize that you’re the mystery guy in my blog posts?!

Pfft. Bad day.

you don’t know what you do to me.

// August 4th, 2008 // Comments Off // Life, Love

Hi, excuse me. I just need to let this out.

You. Yeah, you. I think you know who you are. You have been haunting my memory for more than a year now. I liked you for quite a long time, but got the chance to know you only since July of last year. Since then, you’ve blown me away. I don’t know what you do. But whatever it is, it just keeps me on a high and leaving me wanting more.

I like talking to you. I like doing nothing with you. I like to just watch you do the thing you love best–your sport. It’s okay you tend to ignore me during your practices–how you make up for it is more than enough. You sing the silliest, mushiest songs, and yet they never fail to put a smile on my face for at least another day.

You make me smile. And yet, you make me cry.

There are times when I want to bump my head on the table because I feel unimportant to you. Like I’m not your priority. I was truly hurt when your friend told me we should go to a different place because your supposed ex-girlfriend is coming by. Then again, who am I to be demanding? I’m not your girlfriend anyway. All you did was tell me you were falling for me. No commitments. Nothing final.

I don’t understand it though, why you feel so low at times when clearly I’m the one who should. You’re the one who’s apparently still taken. You’re the one who has nothing to lose. And yet, you feel like I like others more than I like you. That’s where you’re dead wrong. Of all the guys around me, it’s you I want to be with.

But here’s what’s killing me… I am deeply falling for you and I don’t think you believe me.

You reading this post is quite a long shot, I believe. I don’t know how else to tell you these things. So this post is all I can do right now.

I need you in my life… I swear, I do. =/

get me OUT of here!!! :((

// July 1st, 2008 // Comments Off // Life, Rant, Work

This is CRAZY. It’s so hot in the office for the past week. I don’t get it. Sira ba yung aircon? Will somebody PLEASE fix the goddamn thing. Nahilo ako kahapon, no joke. And today a colleague hyperventilated and had a panic attack! My God! And you expect us to work smoothly? Plus the whole Pasig Day thing. They moved the Pasig Day vacations into individual holidays. Deferred holiday because instead of all of us not having work tomorrow (July 2), we’ll all have separate days when we’ll be on leave. Boo. It sucks because tomorrow’s Rakrakan & Rampahan (or is it the other way around?) of UST. Someone made me go. It could be fun. But damn, it would’ve been more fun if I had no laptop to lug around! Maybe I’ll leave it at a friend’s dorm room if he allows. Hehe.

closer. :)

// June 29th, 2008 // Comments Off // Friends, Life, Sports, UST

I was supposed to post this at my website, but then I changed my mind. Hindi ako makakapag Taglish dun eh! ) But ANYWAY, yesterday was..”FUN” to say the least. UST + FEU = L.O.V.E. Sana lang walang selosan.

Let me start my kwento with the whole UST misadventures. I went to UST afterlunch, met up with ate Ickay, and later on Vany. We hung out at our usual “pwesto” and watched the training that lasted till about 5:30 in the afternoon. There were very candid moments, even one part where coach Pido was mimicking one of his players (I’m not mentioning who, amin nalang yon). I called someone “gwapo” like I always do, and he did a kissy face. OMG. Seryoso ka ba dun?! But the whole point? Everyone was laughing, and it was one of the most light practices I’ve been to. May halong onting Team B pa naman, na ayon comedy din. May nalalaglagan ng shorts, may natutumba sa tapunan ng exercise ball (whatever that’s really called), at may joketime na “takbuhan” care of Penekits pasaway. We (B3) were also making singit to the NCAA opening games na pinapanuod ni Mam Gina. Sino daw ba pinapanuod namin… Nilaglag ko si Vany somehow (trust me, it wasn’t “ME”) kay Mam. With the help of Bou narin. Meron pang photo album of studio pictures. Ng mga CALLBOYS ni Mam Gina. Haha Then this photoshoot for their UAAP IDs, xempre polo lang kailangan palitan. Ayon, this other player naka polo then jersey shorts. Sabay shooting. Okay, addict! As usual. :p

After the training, napatingala kami sa isang banner (na by the way, may eye-level naman na banner din sa likod namin…palibhasa matangkad yung unang nakatingin!). “Punta kayo ha?” at “Fuck that autograph signing!” Omg. Haha. Mag pa autograph nga daw kami eh. KUNWARI, fans kami. Kunwari lang naman.

Apart from that, namigay din kami ng mini jerseys ni John Lee Apil, UST #4. For those who are unaware, he’s that player who died in Holy Week of 2006 saving someone else’s life. Nagpa thank you ang mga players, although kulang pa yung jerseys. We have to get another batch to give to the rookies pa. Hehe.

We then went to Jollibee Morayta. Kain kain, habang pasulyap-sulyap “dun” sa..YON! Haha. Somehow our asses got dragged towards the FEU gym, where our friends made kulit. First was si gesture. Inofferan ko ng rocky road sunday, ayaw daw niya. So I gave him the gesture na lang. Tawa siya. ) Next was DOODLE Super kulit! I missed him so much! Ang animated sobra. May nalalaman pang “siyempre doktor sila, player lang naman ako…” Whoo drama! ) Aasarin pako kay Jonas Villanueva e oh. “Nuod kayo (ng pep rally game)” “Hindi ako pwede eh” “Ay bakit?” “May work na kasi ako” “Ay, sige picturan ko na lang si Jonas para sayo” “TALAGA?!” “Hinde joke lang.” CHE!!!! Hahahaha ) Padikit-dikit pa ng mukha sa glass door. KULIT! Haha. Si bossing pa! Nagulantang sa pagsigaw ni doodle. Bad joke nga pala yon bossing, wag mo uulitin yon. Then si..uhm what do I call him? Yung kavibes ko daw. Yon. He was dribbling a ball while going downstairs. Snob talaga! Hnd kami pinapansin kahit ipagsigawan na pangalan niya! Kung anong kina-snob nya, ganun din ang kina INGAY niya! Gulo gulong tao. Ipinagsigawan nanaman yung crush ko. Sige lang, magkaka-araw din tayo.

Then here’s the odd part. Umakyat ang B3 sa taas para mag CR. Nakita pa nga namin isang anak ko eh, nanunuod sa teammates nya. After mag CR, pag baba, aba tinarayan kame ng BAGO na guard. Palibhasa, bago. Ang sunget, pero ang duwag. Basta! You had to be there. Nakakainis siya. Nasabihan pa kami na kung umakyat, kala mo amin daw yung gym. MANONG!! KUNG ALAM MO LANG SINO KAMI! Kaso hindi eh. So ayon. Pinabayaan. Biglang lumabas si ka-vibes, nakipag kulitan saglit at nag paalam na iinom lang daw siya. Pag baba niya, “I’m baaaaaack” nga ba yon? O I’m here? Basta yon, then tinawag na niya si crush ko. Nilaglag na rin ata ako at the same time. :s Pero okay lang. Nagkwento naman si crush sa amin. “PARANG PELIKULA” hahaha ) Ibang klase mag kwento! Alam nyo yung tipong, malungkot dapat ang storya, pero sa pagkwento niya e matatawa ka instead of maaawa? Ganun. Pero in fairness, naawa talaga ako sa ngyari sa kanya. I wanted to hug him =/

Si manong guard? TAMEME the entire time. Papagalitan mo kami, tapos ngayong nakita mo sino kami sa kanila, ANO?! Hahahaha. Yabang ni Imee oh ;p

Pag uwi, I had to text “him” (basta yung special friend ko) if his roommate was still at the dorm. Sumagot naman kaagad na wala… Then it started from there. Magkatext ulit kami… Na-LECHE pa ako ) But he made my night. The cherry on top of a wonderful “cake of the day” ) OMG ANG CORNY KO!! Hahaha. Basta mgkatext kami hanggang makatulog ata siya. Lol

So that was one of the best days I’ve had this month. Sana next month, madaigan pa

my stupidity has gone to an all-time low.

// June 25th, 2008 // Comments Off // Family, Life, Love

there was a reason why i gave that title in the last entry… i got followed & almost abducted into heavily tinted vehicles with creepy guys last week. twice. both just a block from my own house. at high noon. i am never going home by myself again.

hmm. so last week was ok. last wednesday & thursday we had a couple of schoolwork & stuff, most of our subjects were fun. the only bad thing about that was that charlie wasn’t around [he was sick & didn’t go to school for 2 days]. last time we saw each other was monday, so naturally i wanted to visit him. i went to his house yesterday & everything was going great.

but then i had to go to the mall to buy gifts for my mom & julianne, a cocktail dress, & new school shoes [because my old ones got literally destroyed on my way to my mom’s office last thursday]. plus my mom had me do an errand. after running that errand, i just walked around to buy everything else i intended to. but then i got dizzy & had a killer headache. i almost passed out, so i called charlie because i couldn’t contact my mom.

he brought me home & we had a fight on the way. i know everything that happened last night was my fault—he needed not to rub it in. when we got home, we made up & i thought everything was gonna be ok. he should’ve been resting and now he’s being punished by his parents—no more phone, and no more new car. )= i even told him i’d stay away because everything i’ve done for him backfired into something terrible. then again, he did sneak a call for me this morning, so i guess i’m just glad to hear his voice again.

well i have to go. it’s my mom’s birthday today. we’ll celebrate it tomorrow though. sorry for not updating much. will really try to soon. luv y’all!

she read it in her stars that there’s something more

// April 30th, 2008 // Comments Off // Life

Friendster Horoscope for April 30, 2008

Capricorn (Dec 22 – Jan 19)

The Bottom Line
Music will help you find the inspiration and joy you are craving right now. Sing!

In Detail
Music will help you find the inspiration and joy you are craving right now. Today is a great day to go to a concert, visit the music store and buy a new CD, or just relax and plug your headphones into your MP3 player for a while. The tunes will give you whatever you need: A break from the noise around you, nice company for a long plane ride, ideas about what to do next with your own creativity, or just a better alternative to the sound of your own worries.

……

Hmm. Maybe this explains the trip I’m on today. I’ve been downloading songs almost all day, listening to my iPod while i’m at it, and thinking of writing a song again. I sure do miss my guitar (the pick guard kinda fell off and I still haven’t gotten around to fixing it), and my songbook that’s kinda lonely lately. Maybe I’ll go off and write a song later. Or not. Depends. Haha

PS: An angel has been dancing to the tunes of my iPod. HAHAHA cool

it’s your duty duty to shake your booty booty

// April 7th, 2008 // Comments Off // Friends, Life, Rant

normally i read my horoscope for pure entertainment. but for the past few..uhm..weeks, napansin kong andalas na tumugma. but nothing went as specific as this!

hahahaha wala nman tlga ako msabi neto ) so…bale…tatawa nalang talaga ako!

HAHAHA

Friendster Horoscope for April 7, 2008

Capricorn (Dec 22 – Jan 19)

The Bottom Line
It is your duty, as a good friend, to be honest with them. Break it to them gently.

In Detail
It is your duty, as a good friend, to tell someone you care about how you truly feel. Hate your friend’s new significant other? Tell them, tactfully, that you think know they deserve better. Make it clear that this new squeeze does not treat them the way they deserve to be treated. Sure, you’re putting your nose where it doesn’t belong, but the alternative scenario is simply not acceptable. Be sure to frame your criticism in the most positive light possible, and show them you are only thinking of them.

AHAYSOOOOOWS. NGAYON PA? HAHAHA i honestly think wala na akong magagawa. i’mma let karma do the work for me.

attention, attention.

// March 1st, 2008 // Comments Off // Life, Rant

To me, there are three kinds of attention-getters.

First is the one who tries to get attention, but never gets it anyway. It may be more familiar as the wannabe. He/she does anything and everything to get attention from anyone, but it’s either he/she did it wrong or he/she is not worthy of getting attention in the first place. Eventually they either give up or move on.

Second is the one who does nothing or a little something but gets all the attention without trying too hard. In laymen’s terms, it’s the popular one, the hot chick or the gotta-get guy. Either that person was born in prestige, or naturally charming, or something that gets the charisma from everyone. Some want it and love being in the limelight, others just let it go and went on with their lives.

Then there’s the least-liked of all… the person who does ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING, EVEN LIES, DECEIVES AND DESTROYS OTHER PEOPLE’S REPUTATIONS just to get what they want and unfortunately succeeds. The attention whore. That’s what most people are. THEY PUT UP A FRONT, PRETENDING NOT TO CARE BUT DEEP INSIDE IT’S ALL THEY EVER WANTED. Wanna know why I hate these kinds of people? Because I’d rather they admit they want the attention instead of pretending not to like it even if I can already tell that’s not the truth.

MANGLALAGLAG NA AKO. GIRLS WHO ARE WITH POPULAR BOYS. They pretend not to care or even hate the attention they’re getting from the popular boys, but deep down, THEY WANT THE ATTENTION. They like being talked about by other girls who get insecure from what they have. They like getting up that social ladder and being recognized friends of those popular boys. They pretend to HATE being in that lifestyle just so they would SEEM NICE AND HUMBLE. And for what?! The hell with those who’ll think wrongly of you anyway. Why in the world would you care if others would hate you for being you? If you like the person you’re with, THEN JUST BE WITH THEM. Don’t say you don’t want the attention, BECAUSE CLEARLY, YOU DO.

I bow to you, queens of deception. I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIENDS. I hope you get your cake and eat it too, because IT’S POISON. I don’t want anything to do with you. Don’t let me catch you destroying my dignity because you can never underestimate what I’m capable of.

…taking over me…

// February 16th, 2008 // Comments Off // Life, Love

ang song ko for the valentine’s day season? “taking over me” by evanescence. my gosh naman oh. sakto sya sa dalawang “past” na na-haunt ako since feb 13-15. dati, “signs” lng tlga ang humahabol sakin. simply a jersey number, their name appearing in the strangest of places, their fave songs following me wherever i go or whatever channel i tune into, mga ganun. pero now, SILA NA MISMO NAGPAKITA!

yung isa kasi, nung feb13 nagparamdam. almost 2 months kaming hindi nagkita or nag usap. dko alam kung may tampo or what. dahil ba knampihan ko e yung kalaban nyang team? ewan. bsta ako ngtatampo kc hindi xa sumipot nung birthday ko. kaya ayun, nung finally ngkta kami sa building at nagkamustahan, bigla xa ngtxt after. i helped him with something, tpos nagmeet kami at tlgang cnabi kong ngtatampo ako sa knya. he said wag at babawi xa. LAGI NALANG. we’ll see. tska sabi pa nya “gusto mo yung jersey ni ano? nung ano pa yun” AYAW KO, GUSTO KO YUNG SAYO! “o sige,, yung ano ko nalang” TOTOO BA YAN? “oo” *sbay smile* “thnx imee ha…” uhm ok fine. we’ll see talaga. labo kc. kasi nung 15th (yesterday) nagkita kami pero parang deadma. but others saw otherwise. nahalata na pala ng ibang tao yung “thing” between us (whatever it is…). shettt.

yung isa naman, misteryosong ngpakita nung feb14. haller. valentine’s day. sabi nya, “ganito” pero i really had a bad feeling na “ganun” gets? sinita ko rin xa sa tampo ko. even my friends said “onga eh hindi nga sinasagot tawag eh..” nagmurahan lang nman kami. haha. pero joketime yun. kasi yung friend nya at ung isa pang friend ko, pinagtripan namen. so nagmurahan siya at frnd ko, tpos frnd nya at ako. gets pba? bsta. gnun. tpos inasar ko pa xa, “nanuod nga ako, game nman ng ANO (ofcourse i mentioned the team)” tpos npatingin xa at ngumiti, nagets na may sama ng loob ako tlga sa kanya. bhala na. pag sa sunday at sa april nagkita kami as “planned” (though that’s not the right word), mhhrapan ata akong mkaget over sa knya. kala ko kc ok na. pero..DEYM!! as in mgka-alaman na. ilang taon na tayong ngkakalabuan. HAY.

anyway. eto yung lyrics:

you don’t remember me but i remember you
i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
but who can decide what they dream?
and dream i do…

taking over me!

i love amy lee’s words. sakto. hayyy…