Nov 23

Well look who’s not dead yet. Yep, that’s right, I’m still alive. OMG, right? Haha. So yeah, I’m back for now. God I hope I can still maintain this thing. I’ve been so busy with so many things since I last updated more than a month ago. That wasn’t even a real update—it was just my way of bragging that my school won the basketball championships in a prestigious collegiate league. Haha. That’s all over now. The new question is… where do I start?

I look stupid in the layout. I love my pic in the background, but the main one? I look distorted in it or something. And that was months ago. I still had short hair then, and everything was different than they are now…

School? Check. Family? Check? Friends? Check. Lovelife? Uhm… I’m single at the moment, but the whole situation I’m in is just confusing me. It’s far too complicated to elaborate, and far too personal. I don’t even think anyone knows but me & the guy! As soon as I get things sorted out though, you know I’ll give you the lowdown. ;p

So yes, people. I’m back. Be afraid. (I’ll stop there, it’s too cliche already.)

PS: Birthday greetings to Chester (Nov. 19), Charlie’s mom (Nov. 22), and Amie (today). <333

Aug 22

Hi. Remember me? Yes, I still exist. Sorry I’ve been such a slacker again. College is keeping me busy but I’m really trying my best to maintain this thing, and obviously I’m failing. Psssh.

Anyway, this weekend has been interesting. Last Sunday I went shopping with my mom & got myself a laptop. Woohoo!! It’s an ACER Aspire 3640 and so far it’s been serving me pretty well. (= My dad also gave me money to buy new socks, so I bought six new pairs. He has this belief that I wear the same pair of socks everyday (not true) so I might as well take advantage. LOL.

So the past two weeks since I updated have been pretty hard on me. It’s probably part of the reason why I don’t get online that often—I’ve been in and out of depression. I’m not even myself anymore! I don’t enjoy things like I used to because I was far too distracted to care about what now seem to be of less priority. If you’re really curious as to why I’ve been problematic, then fine. It’s about Charlie. I know I said we’re still good friends (and it’s still true), but this whole situation is driving me crazy. I can’t really explain at the moment, but when I’m ready, I will. I’m getting better by the day, but it’s just not right all the same. I’m just hoping this whole dilemma will end soon.

Anyway, last Saturday my school won a basketball game! They finally recovered after quite a slump, and I’m so proud of them. I’m gonna watch them again this Thursday with some friends, and hopefully they win it and all three succeeding games. If half the team weren’t my friends… Haha.

PS: I shall update the rest of this website when I finally get the motivation. Cross your fingers! Haha

Aug 5

I’m here in the computer lab at school… I’m so bored, hahaha. It’s been a couple of days since my last update, and since I promised to do so more often, well here I am! =pI’m going to watch some basketball games tomorrow with some friends/siblings. I’m a bit excited and I hope our team wins… they’ve been on a two-game losing streak and the university is not happy about it. Neither am I. Because I’m sick of rooting for the losing team!!! (Hehe.) Here’s hoping—they’re taking on the (currently) unbeaten team. Gotta give a shoutout (wtf?) to my friends on the team: Dylan, Japs, Jojo, June D., Allan, Chester, Mel, Jemal (get well soon)… you guys rock the hardcourt tomorrow ok?!

Lovelife? Social life? Family? Well I’ve been ok with all of them—except in the lovelife bit. I’ve been single for more that four months, and I thought I was gonna be ok. However, I’ve felt a lot of pain and according to Loureck, torment. It’s such a hard thing to go through, getting over someone you still love. Eventually I’m becoming ok but it’s such a slow process and frankly I’m exhausted. Don’t get me wrong—Charlie and I are still really good friends. It’s just that too much has happened for things to go back to the way they were. Oh well, life is crazy, but I’m crazier. Ha.

Site updates: I finished reuploading my MP3s, a bio written by Charlie, and the webcam page. Everything else is still in the works ‘cause I’m pretty busy. Exams start this Monday so I probably won’t update till after Friday. Will return all comments by Tuesday, including the ones from the old website. Hehe.

Jun 8

Wow, I managed to not update for more than 3 weeks again… I’m such a bum. Like I said, I just looooove neglecting my site. Que in sarcasm… now. Looks like I’ve been going out way too many times this summer. I’m here at my mom’s office again, but damn I can’t wait till I get my laptop. Mom said I’ll get it by the end of the month. I’ll make proper updates then, alrighty?

Anyway, school’s starting soon here in the Philippines. In my school we start on June 14th, and oh my God my schedule is strange. Mondays/Wednesdays from 3-9 pm, Fridays from 8-11 am & 3-9 pm, and Saturdays from 4-7 pm. It may take a while to get used to.

Other stuff I’ve been up to while I was gone…
• May 19 - I went partying with Charlie, GP & Joyce at The Basement; I had 2 Margaritas & a beer; photos from the morning after
• May 20 - I went out with all my siblings to a place called Tiendesitas to eat & shop; later that night we went to Nineteen20 to celebrate Chester’s birthday—I had another Margarita plus a blueberry Vodka Cruiser.
• May 21 - woke up with a massive headache, but I still had to go to the mall to get my cellphone charger which I accidentally left at Charlie’s.
• May 23-24 - had a mild case of sore eyes for 2 days so I got prescription eye drops
• May 25 - Charlie accompanied me to get pictures of me taken for an audition
• May 26 - Jerome’s birthday. I saw “X-Men: The Last Stand” with Charlie, Joyce, Kay & Jade—I loved the movie so much
• May 27 - I went to another mall with my sister Larraine; she got a haircut while I waited in a computer shop. After that, we ate at Bread Talk, roamed around for a bit, then went to the dermatologist & got ourselves some facials. Ahhh.
• May 31 - Went swimming with Charlie, Joyce , Cyrian, Verity, Jackie & Kay
• June 1 - I saw my crush in school & talked to him for a bit. Hehe. I auditioned for Philippine Idol; Charlie was there to support me. It went ok but I wasn’t accepted.
• June 2 - I went to enrol for my junior year. Saw my crush outside school & joked around for a bit with him. (= Went out that night with my brother Jonas & sister Doreen… had 2 blueberry Vodka Cruisers and a Tequilla Sunrise.
• June 3 - Slept over at my sister Doreen’s house & we went shopping in the afternoon.
• June 4 - Dad’s birthday. We celebrated it here at home, giving him gifts & then eating lunch together.
• June 5 - I went with Charlie to help him pick out a gift for a friend of ours who’s celebrating her birthday today, June 8th (hi Joyce) hehe.
• June 6 - GP’s birthday; I watched a rerun of Prison Break, nothing too significant

More updates: both dVINTAGEshop & vintagePORTAL are back; and more new photos are added here, here, here & here. And my fanlisting is now up thanks to Shari!

May 15

So I’ve been gone again for about three weeks. I can’t help it, I love neglecting my site! Ahem, sarcasm. Been going out a lot… I keep going to basketball games, hanging out with friends, and basically just having fun.

I got a haircut… A pretty one. LOL. My hair’s quite short now, shoulder-length & very “piecey.” After the cut, my sister Larraine kept joking to me that I’m now human & I’m now a girl. HAHA. Right. Photos: here & here.

Anyway, yesterday was mother’s day. Our celebration this year was simple. We just had snacks and stuff, my dad & my brother bought mom flowers, and we had a blast spending time together. I hope everyone else had a good time.

I applied for a couple of jobs in the past few weeks. I got a callback but not for the job I really wanted. Damn. Oh well, school’s coming up in a month over here anyway, so I guess I’ll just make the most out of my summer vacation instead.

As for my “lovelife,” me & Charlie (my ex) are just good friends now. We’re still close, no one is depressed, and in fact, I’m the one egging him on about going for this new girl he likes. Muhaha. And this guy I like, well we see each other every now & then, sending texts messages every so often, but nothing more than that. At least not for now. ;p

I’m quite looking forward to tomorrow though. I might go watch a basketball game with some friends tomorrow… Clearly I am easily amused. Anyone wanna go partying with me?