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you don’t know what you do to me.

// August 4th, 2008 // Life, Love

Hi, excuse me. I just need to let this out.

You. Yeah, you. I think you know who you are. You have been haunting my memory for more than a year now. I liked you for quite a long time, but got the chance to know you only since July of last year. Since then, you’ve blown me away. I don’t know what you do. But whatever it is, it just keeps me on a high and leaving me wanting more.

I like talking to you. I like doing nothing with you. I like to just watch you do the thing you love best–your sport. It’s okay you tend to ignore me during your practices–how you make up for it is more than enough. You sing the silliest, mushiest songs, and yet they never fail to put a smile on my face for at least another day.

You make me smile. And yet, you make me cry.

There are times when I want to bump my head on the table because I feel unimportant to you. Like I’m not your priority. I was truly hurt when your friend told me we should go to a different place because your supposed ex-girlfriend is coming by. Then again, who am I to be demanding? I’m not your girlfriend anyway. All you did was tell me you were falling for me. No commitments. Nothing final.

I don’t understand it though, why you feel so low at times when clearly I’m the one who should. You’re the one who’s apparently still taken. You’re the one who has nothing to lose. And yet, you feel like I like others more than I like you. That’s where you’re dead wrong. Of all the guys around me, it’s you I want to be with.

But here’s what’s killing me… I am deeply falling for you and I don’t think you believe me.

You reading this post is quite a long shot, I believe. I don’t know how else to tell you these things. So this post is all I can do right now.

I need you in my life… I swear, I do. =/

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